Not to mention that I cannot utilize this blog very easily now. I don’t even know how to work it on my tablet really.
My laptop has been glitchy for about three months now but it’s finally stopped being useful in the least.
So I just went through a particularly painful move, started a new part-time job, my health is giving me Hell, and I’m not sleeping.
And now my laptop died.
Oh, and not to mention that I can no longer look forward to monetizing my YouTube channel in hopes of making a few extra bucks monthly to fund my creative endeavors. Because instead of needing 10,000 overall views on my videos, I need 1,000 subscribers to my channel.
I just started the channel a few months ago so obviously, I don’t have anywhere near that many subscribers. Which means no money for soundproofing, a camera, or lighting.
And now I need a bloody computer.
*pulls hair out*
All of my monies from my new part-time job will be going to my health and my dog. So this is a problem.
I love blogging and doing YouTube videos. I love connecting with you and learning all of these amazing things and giving what I have to offer in hopes of sharing, inspiring, or helping with anxiety through ASMR weirdness and other oddities that I have to give.
I have missed being able to check in and blog, youtube, and tweet the past few weeks while all the moving went on. And now this.
I miss you.
I also just recently got back into writing by committing to a story that I release by the chapter on my YouTube channel. It was really getting me excited to write again, keeping me going. It was also filling me with healthy coping mechanisms instead of me eating foods my digestive disease doesn’t approve of (which is like all foods ever).
Oh, and I deleted my Patreon account. I just don’t feel comfortable with offering some creativity to people willing to pay for extras that I don’t share with everyone. So everything is going to all of you. No more patreon.
With all of this, I ask if you’d like to help me out. There are two ways you can do this.
One, you could throw monies at me at my PayPal account.
Two, you could throw awesomeness at me here or on twitter. Quotes, uplifting messages, gifs, stories of how you’ve kicked butt, places I could ask for donations, photos of animals, anything positive.
I know you have awesome experiences and have won a lot of battles. I feel weird asking, but, cheer me up? Please?